back.
i deleted this blog a while ago because i thought it was a waste of time. and i did the same thing to twitter as well. its obvious that twitter eats up my time because its an essential thing i use to kill boredom in uni. but then eventually, it became a habit. so after i deleted both of these, i realised i have no where to run to when i need to convert my thoughts into words. hence, the return of this blog. HAHA.
secondly, i don’t really like people reading my blog except for some close friends. you know its kinda awkward when people read your posts and start asking you what’s going on in your life. but then again your main objective of blogging is really just to rant. and i’m pretty much different in real life compared to what i say in my posts. RIGHT? that’s quite a big right. so don’t get me wrong, its really fine to read my posts, but just don’t mention it when you see me, because i’m shy. HAHA.
so why the need of ranting? because i realised all my uni assignments and midsems are all cramped together in week 6. two midsem exams and one presentation.woohooo! seriously, tell me how awesome is that.sigh. and i just had to find out after gaga’s concert where i was having so much fun at. thanks to my project groupmates. and we have this major project about financial analysis of a particular firm (all we do is analyse, and get analysed again!) and write a report of 5000 words. the point is, its all cramped into one week! and i’ve to cancel some of my holidays plan just to meet up with my groupmates. blardy hell, third year is really like crap, i’ve been studying everyday since week 2. fine, not everyday, ALMOST everyday. and i still feel so stupid and useless because all the people in my tutorials seem so smart. URGH. i read the papers and goddamnit i study almost everyday and i’m still DUMB? some thing is wrong with me. i still remember clearly that i didn’t touch my books everyday in my 2nd year. maybe like once a week? and i don’t even do my tut work or open my mouth in tutorials. and i’m still satisfied with my grades.
WTF IS WRONG WITH THIRD YEAR? or maybe i should say wtf is wrong with commerce people? so competitive and so KIASU. ok fine, i know that’s what the real world is. so i gotta buck up, fasten my seat belt and CHIONG! and if i’m in week 4 of my final year and complaining, its pretty obvious that i’ll be hanging myself when i’m doing masters right, so ya haha. suck it up and be COOL denise.
I LOVE MY UNI LIFE. and i mean it.
